it's been nearly a week since i last blogged. browsing this site (recommended by laywang) for piano pieces of chinese songs now. i think my repertoire is so pathetic! my grade 8 cert is like a piece of useless paper chucked away in some file (where i keep all my impt life documents). arrgh but i'm so DROWNED in my studies now i have like no time to even polish the piano (despite never-ending reminders from the sister), let alone play it.

and i miss it so. i cant even rmb how to play my exam pieces! oh. my. goodness. it's no wonder i always decline whenever anybody asks me to play a song or two, cos my skills are like practically gone. or still there, but like shit.

:(

and DROWNING in my studies is so right. it fills me from bottom to top, it robs me of my social life, it makes me want to pull myself away yet keep myself absorbed at the same time. dang, if i forget everything after common test i'm gonna kill myself.